Well for starters, my MySpace account got deleted when I had ALL my bands and literly a MILLION hott boys that I don't know how I found.. And I had just posted new pictures and had soo many nice comments and then bam! I log on this morning and it's dead! WTF!?! Why! I had just got mine all fucking pretty and then it goes all fucking gay and deletes.. I am soo pissed. So if you had me added on MySpace forgive me I am going to make a new one soon I guess. Fuck. I am pissed off right now! >

And another thing, last night or early this morning in the am, like the guy I have liked since the 9th grade! My friend Shay said he would have to be crazy to not like me so I finally told him how I felt and he was like, I figured you have since then, it's just a feeling. And And! And I was like, dude Do you not like me or do you like me in the slightest bit and he said, "No. I don't like you. I just see you as a friend. =] " I wanted to cry but didn't because I am at a friend's house.. How disappointing dude. It's horrible!! He is a friend of mine, a pretty good one. A few days ago he played me a Bullet For My Valentine song on his guitar and like took me driving and stuff.. He has girlfriend problems because they always fuck him over and I would never do that to him.. And.. *sigh* I wish he liked me. I just want to be liked by someone. Is that too much to ask?? Someone tell me something, someone give me some advice! Purlease!!

Blah. Today my friend Jen and I are going to take pictures around Albuquerque (Or as far as we can go by bus) for Ralph and Livvi.. I hope you guys will like the pictures con sidering we are going to die of heat stroke because of the heat.. Unless it rains like yesterday.. We were like hardxcore dancing in the rain and stuff.. It was awesome, so carefree. lmao. I bet people thought we were freaks or something because this happened at the mall!

Well I am going to go take my depressed little self and go now so please leave me messages or something. I want to be cheered up! :-9

Rochelle