My Zakky Boo.. He broke up with meh. He said that we will be together oneday.. Just not now.. That it hurt him too much.. I love him though.. He is my everything. I love him far more than words could ever express.. He made me feel wonderful when there was no one around to do so.. :[ He said everything would be okay when truthfully, everything was shit.. He said I was beautiful when I felt ugly.. He told me he loved me from the heart.. And I loved him back.. He said his feelings are going to remain the same and that he will always love me.. I know I will always love him.. First loves aren't forgetful.. I love him so much though.. I don't know what to do now that he is gone.. So many promises he made to me.. Now they won't get to be fufilled.. He wrote me a poem and said that he was sorry. That this was hurting him too.. Sorry can't always fix things.. That boy.. Was my life.. What am I to do now??