My dreams fade into the darkness as I lay,
Closing my eyes to another falso night.
But the occassional heartache before my eyes
[Often] Keeps me sleepless.
I promised you I wouldn't get this way,
Though some promises are hard to sustain.
I still feel empty like everything shown
Provided no option to advance.
As the night becomes darker and midnight
Approaches,
I relapse back into my infection.
Oh the circumstance of a momentous change
And all it did.
I fight for a lost cause.
I must admit I'm inventive -
Since being I create everything I own.
Seductive are the tears that numb the eyes
Into blindness.
I don't see the trophy of my demise,
It must be filthy.
The reduction of material objects only
Educate me in my punishment.
I don't deserve the chance of realization
To sew together my detachments.
Am I the reason you lost sight of our
Relationship?
My biggest inspiration was shot down.
I can distinguish between friends and
Strangers-
The blood thirsty massace of a
Broken heart drenched me in
Sin.